Tuesday, August 9, 2011

How do I overcome this?

I found out after two and a half years of marriage that my husband has been cheating on me. It started probably about 6 months into our marriage (I ume). He has done it several times with several different girls. I also found out that throughout our marriage he was actively dating girls and meeting up with them. He also had two seperate email accounts using an alias that I didn't find out about until last month. He has cheated on me physically and emotionally and it really hurts. My problem is that I am a christian and from the start have never believed in divorce. I also am still very much in love with my husband still even though he has hurt me so much. How do I overcome this pain of betrayal and the feeling of losing my best friend? He says that he is remorseful and is willing to change but there is a part of me that feels that if he was able to have his cake and eat it too then why can't I. Even then I think about the look he would have on his face if I hurt him and I can't

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